Sunday 19 February 2012

Content feeling

Tune kya kar dala margayi mein mith gayi mein - teri deewani..

The above lines exactly define my recent visit to Shirdi. :) A feeling everyone should experience. I’m sure at some point everyone must have felt so.

My sudden trip to Shirdi :)

It was very satisfactory going there this time. It has always been so but, of late things have been a little weak so I was disappointed and got very upset. I was all at sixes and sevens. I screamed my throat out and asked Baba few questions like, "Why aren't u setting things right? And why are you not listening to me? "



The darshan was soooo beautiful! I wish I had enough words to express. :):) Me and my sisters wore pink and guess what, Baba also was in Pink. :) Aaaah it was sooo good to see him like that in pink! It still makes me smile.

And during the evening aarti, we stood right in the front. I could see him from every angle :) What a content feeling it was...

Flash of thoughts while holding the aarti book and reading. The day I screamed at him and all that made me feel so guilty. I just started CRYING. I apologized for all what I said. A feeling started creeping in ‘Don’t worry, everything will go good’.  Normally when we’re about to cry we will know it right? I don’t know it was so strange and tears just rolled down..

With all smiles I walked in telling him Thank You. :) Then we sat out for a while with breeze just making the place even more beautiful :)

Later I and my sisters decided to read one chapter of "Sai Charithra". We decided to open any random chapter and read it. I opened the book and started reading, it went on and on and I was surprised to read the chapter I got.

To sum it up it said, “Not necessary each time I (Baba) should do something for you to believe that I’m listening to you. At times even seeing me (Baba) or getting a gesture from me (Baba) is also a blessing. At times I (Baba) test beyond reach but they won’t go waste. TRUST Baba!"
Could anything get apt than that? I was like yes that’s so true.. 



Its really true we go through weak situations and time gets really bad. We start thinking, ‘Why?’. It’s very natural but believe me never give up. Keep your strengths high; Baba is there to take care.

P.S- Don’t worry He is there to take care. But equally our efforts should be there. :D

10 comments:

  1. Nice post! I'm glad you enjoyed your visit! :):) It's so true - we must trust Him and keep our efforts intact, things will definitely be fine :):)

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    1. Thank you so much For ur comment harsha :) Totally evrything will be fine just trust him..:)

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  2. yaa.....efforts are always needed...

    Thanks for sharing this post.

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    1. Heyy..:) long tym..:) Thanku for visting n commenting..

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  3. its ooh to know that you have found a happy place for yourself :)

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    1. Yeaaah Totally..:):) M glad about it..:):)
      Thank you for visting ..:):)

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  4. I am enjoying your posts, Ankitha! I am learning more about Indian culture. Very interesting! :-)

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    1. Hey Irene..:):) Thankuu sooo much for such lovely comments..:):) I will make sure I will keep entertaining n spreading info..:):)
      Once again thank you for visting n commenting..:)

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  5. how truee..!! exactly always have trust on him.. he will always makes things right when time comes.. but equally efforts shud be shown from our side too:)

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  6. Reedddyyy..:):)
    I appreciate it..:)
    totally v shall do r bit n wait for the result..:)
    Thank youu so much for visiting n commenting..:)

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